Worthiness has been a huge lesson in this life. It’s something that has stopped me from putting myself in the spotlight. So this is me glasses and all, that I usually take off in photos. (but still a makeup filter all the way) I wear them all the time & have done since I was 4! I have always felt not good enough, no pretty enough, not skinny enough, not enough full stop. Physical appearance & comparing myself to others has always be a trigger. I’ve done loads of work on this over my 37 years but it went to a new level of learning & healing after having my son. I acknowledge I have been hiding myself from view, shying away from photos, as I didn’t like what I saw. I didn’t accept that person in comparison to what I used to look like pre baby. I didn’t want to go out places where I had to dress up (something I always loved to do), because there would always be photos with my gorgeous friends and my thought was, as crazy as it is to speak it out loud, but here it is... I would ruin the aesthetics of the photo. Like most new mothers I lost a part of who I am, I’m now starting to find that person again but I've evolved into a new & better version! I evolve in my self love journey everyday and my internal dialogue has changed a lot over the years. When negative thoughts roll in I take deep breaths and say things like “I breathe self love into my being,” “I love myself more each day”.
So no more hiding, the world need ME and it needs YOU. Our unique gifts, it’s why we are here, even if you don’t know what that gift is yet. If only we understood from birth that just by existing means YOU ARE WORTHY. You wouldn’t be here if you weren’t. Many have said that this planet is a graduation planet, only the wisest and most evolved souls come here to learn. So it’s no mistake you are here in 2020 experiencing this craziness. You are assisting by just existing and holding frequency for the Earth to Ascend. Without you the Earth couldn’t do this now. You give so much by just existing.
So be kind to yourself next time you feel like you haven’t got enough done in the day, that you aren’t good enough, if you feel you should have meditated, you haven't achieved that goal yet of even if you just feel like resting today. You are doing more than you know. The Earth needs you, just to be YOU and nothing more. You are her child of light sent to help. And she loves you dearly no matter what you do. Life isn't about what you are doing... it's who you are being.
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